The Little Fish

Friday, June 30, 2006

Those were the days...

I miss school. I totally do. When I was actually at school I never ever thought I'd say that, but now that I've left, I miss it heaps. Not so much the routine, but the people there. Cos tonight I was waiting for this retarded computer to scan an email Dad sent me and while I was waiting for it (cos it was taking a lifetime) I was just looking around my highschool's website, which I haven't looked at in ages. And I could see that all my old faves are still there. Sounds lame but I so miss my teachers. They were all such legends, especially in year 12, where we really became close.

Like Miss Nolan - only the best dance teacher ever. She let us do whatever we wanted in dance and for Choreography Night, because she knew if she did, Choreography Night would be so much better, lol. And what other teacher lets you ring her up at home at 9 o'clock in the evening to ask if you can cut up a school dance costume to make it into a better costume...and says yes!

And Plimmer...who I discovered isn't at Warwick anymore :( But he was the bestest. I have the best memories of us bagging him out in year 10 for not owning a TV, and him trying to get us to listen when we were studying the Aboriginals. Ahhh good times.

I miss Mr Green too, and Miss Re and Tan the Man. They were all great, cos they always knew I was a pretty good student, but sometimes I was a lazy arse and didn't study for a test or wrote a shitty essay, but they never failed me, because they always knew I would pull myself back up next time. They always gave me more chances.

Risking sounding incredibly soppy here, Ched was the one who had the most faith in me, particularly in year 12. He knew I sucked at Human Biology, but for some reason never blew his stack at me. He was even calmer than my other teachers mentioned above (I hope that 'calmer' comment doesn't make me sound like this hyperactive student who always did shit, cos I wasn't). I'll never forget when I failed yet another test in Human Biology in year 12 and Ched called me to his desk to tell me. I prepared myself for the humiliation, and how awful I already felt for letting him down somewhat. But he didn't say anything. He just gave me back my test and gave me a wink. "Just keep trying Larissa. You're a trier. I know you can do it." Nothing else could have lifted me higher that day. I was crap at Human Biology and everyone knew it, but Mr Chedid was willing to accept that, unlike most teachers would in that position.

I really must get in contact with Ched again. I hate that we've been out of contact for so long now. At the bbq he hosted for our class at his house (yep, that's right) at the end of year 12, we all wrote down our emails on a sheet of paper for him and he had a slip of paper to give to each of us that had his email on it, so that we could all keep in touch and he could keep track of what we all got up to when we graduated. We promised to do email updates regularly. It was one of many things we talked about that afternoon sitting around on Ched's back verandah eating his food, playing with his kids and joking with his wife. It was the best afternoon. But I haven't recieved even one email update. I haven't written one either, so I am to blame as well I guess. It's such a shame. Letting friendships go is one of my parents worst traits, and something I have always hated with a passion about them as people, and I always promised myself - I have said it to myself so many times throughout my life - that I would never, ever be like that - that I would never just let a friendship dissolve, because you always look back on it in years to come and miss that friendship so much.

I think I still have Ched's email around somewhere...tomorrow I am going to go and find it and write him an email. It'll be good to see what he's doing. Since he's still at Warwick, looks like he didn't get that transfer to Perth Mod after all, like he planned on doing. Good to see some things never change.

Tuesday, June 27, 2006

Ahhhh heaven

Claremont was so good today...but I did not get to spend nearly as much time there as I wanted to. Damn work! But it was good all the same. Alannah Hill was super, and so was Brutus and Moss, but the best was One Teaspoon. We saved that for the end ;) I almost bought a top in there...and a jumper. But I didn't. I will go back one day though. I seriously need to set aside a whole day for it...then I can spend more time browsing these stores and trying on and dreaming. I didn't have enarly enough time for it today. Hence why I diodn't buy anything but a freaking lip balm. But I saw that Claremont traino is like right in the thick of this brilliant shopping area, so there is my excuse to come...transport = easiness!

Me and Ash both saw this gorgeous necklace in Brutus and Moss and were all set to buy it until we saw the $110 price tag. Ash picked it up and stares closely at it and then goes 'It's freaking plastic guys!' Alas, we did not buy it.

But before that, I walked into the store and first thing my eyes landed on was THE most gorgeous top ever. I swear it was a sign. Too bad about the $210 price tag, the fact it was a size 2 and the fact I would need way smaller boobs to have a hope of looking nice in it, lol! Oh well....I stared at it for a while, then tore myself away.

But anyways...definitely going back to One Teaspoon...there were so many great things in there! We were going to go into DJ's and have a look at all the super stuff in there, but ran out of time :( I told you, we need to go back.

I took some super cute photos at lunch today and so they should soon be up on myspace...as soon as I get Dad to load them onto the computer for me, lol.

We started the convention dance tonight, and hurrah! It is GOOD! I seriously like it. It's going to push us I think, but I want that. We need that. We seriously do. And I am hungry to really get into it all.

Anyways, this is where I leave the blog for tonight...more another day! Ciao!

Monday, June 26, 2006

100% Cabaret


I hope that's what our convention dance is. I just decided tonight that I either want to do something 100% full on Cabaret or not at all. Wow....I sound fussy don't I? Hmmm maybe I should take that back. I just don't want to do half theatrical....it's got to be all or nothing. I know it'll be good, cos I mean, convention always is, but we'll have to wait and see for tomorrow night!

Today, in other news, I am still sick. Working when you're sick really sucks. So does dancing when you're sick. But me being me still goes and works and dances. I was hoping dancing would work it's little miracle like it often does if I'm sick. Sometimes, when I'm sick, I can go to dancing, jump around and kick and leap for an hour and a half and it sweats the sickness out of me and I come home feeling better, and the next day I am cured. Unfortunately that did not happen tonight :( So I went home and dissolved three aspros in water, hoping they would taste like lemonade (cos, the last time I took them, which wa slike 5 bazillion years ago, I remember them tasting like lemonade). Like the sweating out the sickness thing, this also didn't work. It didn't taste like lemonade. And I had a whole glass full to drink...ahhh. But I drank it, and I do actually feel better now.

I need to as well, cos tomorrow I am back treading the boards at work for another shift. I tell you I am going to be rolling in it on Saturday when I get paid! I am so excited! Not only will I have worked almost 30 hours this week, but this week will be my first week at work with my increased wage. So I really will be rolling in it...ahhh happiness. And it couldn't have come at a better time. I am so poor right now.

And after work tomorrow Ash and Win are picking me up and we are going for a late lunch in Claremont for me birtdhay where we will browse and drool in Alannah Hill and One Teaspoon...ahhh want to come Rosy? ;) I thought of you and your wrapping paper when my friend mentioned Alannah Hill. I seriously want to buy something when I am out tomorrow, cos hey it was my birthday, I deserve to!

Was going to go shopping today, but then Rob asked me to work, so that plan went down the toilet. Hopefully on Friday or next week. I am going to spend up big with all these vouchers I have and birthday money. Ahhh happiness.

Anyways, I bid you all farewell, but before I leave I am sending kudos to Jacks (my other Jacks - not Owen and William's Mum Jacks) for her AMAZINGLY BRILLIANT review she sent me this afternoon. It touched my heart! Thanks for much Jacks! Can't WAIT for you to read the last fic in the trilogy...I look forward to another great review from you! :)

Sunday, June 25, 2006

Call me...Stalk you!

Went to see Stick it the other day with Pia and Sally and that's where that quote is from. Me and Bree have been talking about it for like 2 hours now via myspace and msn and so I thought it would make a good title for my blog.

It has been ages since I have blogged, can I just say. Since my last blog a lot has happened! I have stopped procrastinating with my study and have actually finished exams now (wooooo!) and am on holidays. Most importantly though, I have turned 20! Yesterday, the 24th was my birthday! It was a good day - even though I had to work for 8 solid hours (on my birthday!!) and I was mega tired and also felt a bit sick. But got lots of lovely gifts and some gorgeous birthday messages from just everyone! So many people texted me during the day and I came home to check my email and I had like 7 bazillion myspace comments waiting for me! Thanks everyone!

Anyways...my first week of holidays went quite quick, cos I kept myself busy doing lots of things on my list (the one I made when I was supposed to be studying). Went to the movies three times in one week - seeing Click, Stick It and The Break Up, all which were worth my dosh.

Last weekend me and Jo went into Freo for a big night out to celebrate the end of exams. We met up with Alesha and her friend Flick and stayed in Harbourside for a while until we decied it was shitty there and joined the line at Metros. That was much better...so reminded me of The Shed in some ways and I wished Ash were there with us to dance crazily to Cold Chisel songs like her and I always do at The Shed! hehehe

Anyways, it was a fun fun fun night (except for paying $9.50 for a Smirnoff in Metros...that part was farked!). We got home about 3:30am and I went home the next day and spent the day making cards with Denise, Mum and Lyn. Anyone out there want to buy my cards? They're good I swear!

Today I have woken up with one hell of a sickness spell over me...freaking nose won't stop running, and I've been coughing my lungs out and had a headache all day long. Was made sooooo much better when my annoying relatives came over for afternoon tea and arrived soooooo way before afternoon tea time (so before that I WAS STILL IN BED!) I swear they don't have lives...they're always early. Anyways...we ate scones and drank vanilla coke and were merry (not really).

Me and VG sort of had a fight during the week...and I was all 'get a freaking life loser' for the past like...4 days, up until today when she came to my house and gave me a rad gift for my birthday. And explained her stupid self. Now I don't hate her as much, haha. She is such a sheltered child. No...we're all sorted. I take back what I mumbled all week long to myself about her, lol!

Ohhh I can't think of anything exciting to say anymore...and I can't continue to try to be funny, cos it hasn't worked this whole post anyways, so I'm bidding anyone who's reading this farewell. Ahhh craziness...this is all your fault Pia...you have put me in the weirdest wacky mood.

Au Revoir!

Monday, June 12, 2006

The special two


Since this retarded blog would not post pictures up for me last night, I shall try again tonight. Maybe last night it didn't like me posting five at a time...hmmm. Anyways! So here is one of the best PJ and Maggie pictures of all time :o) Awwww

"Oh Maggie, fighting Doyles, I love you"

In memory of the greatest television couple

Today, Sunday, the 11th of June, according to Rosanna and Nikki, is National Maggie and PJ day, a day to celebrate the awesomeness of Australian Drama and its two biggest stars. So, to do my duty as their biggest fan ever (along with Rosy and Nikki and Mads and Cat and Liz and Jackie and Bec and Emily and...do I need to go on?) I shall post a PJ and Maggie themed blog so that we can all go awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww.


Maybe she never knew what a big chance you were prepared to take on her - Maggie

Kiss me again and I'll kill you - Maggie

No, cos you think you know what's best for me better than I do, I hate that! - Maggie

If you jilt me I'll thump you myself - Maggie

I didn't want to think about what it would be like around here without you...I didn't want to lose you - Maggie

I thought you were crazy about me? - Maggie

I take you Patrick Joseph, despite your cold feet and the fact that you snore...to be my lawfully wedded husband. For poorer, for pizza, for late night soccer - Maggie

Well maybe I'm doing it for you - PJ

Loving each other, it's the easiest thing in the world. But a relationship long term, that needs a lot of work - Maggie

Yes you are, because you're the only one that matters - PJ

Well yes...I love him - Maggie

Mags I won't let him do this to you, I won't let him do this. Now you can't cover this up on your own - PJ

I thought you were crazy about me? - Maggie

Oh why? I've got a Bruce Willis video for you - Maggie

Dad was so angry, all the things he said he wanted...why couldn't I have just said I wanted them too? - Maggie

You'll have 'em...a house, kids, growing old together..maybe it won't be with me but... - PJ

Fall in love with someone else? - Maggie

Sure Maggie, it happens - PJ

Not to me it won't - Maggie (oh God, kill me now! Where are my tissues!)

Have you ever thought that maybe I'd rather be miserable with you? - Maggie

We decided we'd never let the job be affected by the fact we were together - Maggie

I thought you could understand that, cos we...think alike, don't we? - Maggie

If he clears out of here and he leaves you alone then I'll help him. All I care about is you - PJ

You can't do this Doyley, we've got to get married remember? I've invited all our friends..... Doyle it's going to be the best day. And you're gonna look so beautiful.... and you know what I'm gonna say to you.....I'm gonna say that I love you, I will always love you....always. And you know what you're gonna say?....to me?....Yeah.....yeah. We're gonna be married.... we're gonna be married... - PJ

All I ever wanted was you - Maggie




Saturday, June 10, 2006

Congratulations Jackie!

Today Jackie had her little bambino - number 2 in fact! So a huge congrats to her and the family on the birth of Owen today at 2:44pm. He weighs in at 4.44kg and is 54cm long, and a little brother for William :)

Lots of love to Jackie http://www.fuzzy-monkey.com

Saturday, June 03, 2006

The bambino



Look! There he is! Awwww. He is so gorgeous! I could've just stared at him all day, he is just perfect!

Look at how tiny he is! I just could not get over it...he was so much tinier than I thought he would be, I was just speechless.

You'd think he was mine wouldn't you? But I am just his cafe aunty ;o)

Awwwww he was all cuddled up. You can't see his gorgeous ears because of all those blankets, but we were pulling them back and looking at them...who would've thought ears could be so adorable? lol!

He didn't open his eyes while I was there at all, he was just content to sleep in our arms...it was too cute. I so did not want to hand him back over to his Dad! I so wanted to steal him and take him home with me...seriously, he would've fitted into my bag!

Now, I would post more photos, but this is the best one, and I only have two more anyways and this stupid retarded blog won't let me have a nice format with more than one pic, so I have just put one in. Might post some more when I next blog. In the meantime, enjoy...and leave me some nice comments dudes! You know you all love babies!

Friday, June 02, 2006

The end is near...


...and I AM SO SAD! Where are my tissues dammit! I know it sounds super lame o (except to my fellow Blue Heelers fans, who understand exactly how I feel) to everyone else, but I am so upset Blue Heelers is finishing. Seriously, I am f*cking crushed! :( This is something I have watched every single week for 12 years, and that's a long time, so long that it's become a part of life, and now, after Sunday, it won't be anymore. Everyone says that I will have my tapes and dvds, but it's not the same. They're not new episodes...they're not developments with Susie and Jonesy...they're not new John Wood performances...they're not super duper Amy storylines... :( It's not the same. I am going to miss it so much :(



In other news....the newest member of our cafe family has arrived at last! I am beside myself with excitement! Ahhh babies! Don't you just love 'em! I have been running on pure adrenalin and excitement since like the middle of yesterday afternoon when I found out the contractions had started! Sarah and me were CRAZY at work last night...and so you can imagine how crazy we were when Cherie was taken back to hospital because her waters broke at 8:30pm! All I remember is wiping salt off the counter, my head down, working hard, and suddenly Sarah's washing up gloves flapping in front of me on the bench and Sarah screeching "She's gone to hospital! She's gone to hospital! Her waters have broken!" and Sarah jumping up and down like a freakin' jumping bean! I of course then became a jumping bean with her (of course!) and we preceded to finish our shift and close the cafe at 9:10pm...just ten minutes late cos we were all distracted by the news, and were placing new bets on what time the bambino would make its entrance. Oh and constantly reminding Rob that if he didn't ring and let us know the moment she had the baby that we would never forgive him, lol! Sarah and I practically danced down the mall and into the carpark we were so hyper! But then we settled down and talked for more than half an hour in the dark carpark...it was too funny!

Today has been crazy, but so exciting! Robert called me at ten to seven this morning to tell me, and it was my job to inform the rest of the cafe crew, which meant I was making a lot of calls and a lot of messages very early! But no one cared, they were all as excited as I was! And I was bombarded with messages back to me. They have only stopped coming in the last hour or so....and now it's almost 3pm! At 3pm I am ringing up the hospital again to see if she is up to visitors...and if she is (I hope she is!) I am picking up Sarah at 3:30pm and we are going to go visiting! I am so excited!