The Little Fish

Saturday, October 22, 2005

Boringness

I don't really know what to write tonight. Hmmm I just felt like blogging. Although no-one reads this :o( No 45 comments for me like on some other people's blogs!
Today was my usual Saturday, work, come home, dinner, boringness. I am sort of saving msyelf with going out until uni is finished. It has turned me into a terrible recluse, but I just want to go out and have a good time when I'm done with all these assignments and exams and stuff, not when uni is still going and I should be home doing all those assignments and exams. And there is not long to go now, thank god! I cannot wait til uni finishes, then I can stop spending every weekend buried in homework and procrastinating on the internet (much like I am doing now!) and I can put all my energies and adrenalin and effort into the concert. I'm excited. After going through so many hot and cold periods this year about dancing I am excited about the concert. Getting back to my old ways I guess, where everybody else is stressed about the concert being so soon and here is me who thinks thats great cos it means we get to dance there sooner, lol.
I think part of it was because today at work AMc's little sister, Amy, and Emily L, both of whom I used to teach last year, came into the cafe to buy some takeaway and I don't know, I was just pleased to see them, and see some people, even though they're only little kids, still doing dancing and enjoying it and going every Saturday and coming to the shops afterwards wearing their jackets with pride.
A lot of people I know have ditched dancing, for various reasons. Most of these people I don't have a lot of respect for, because they gave it up for a truly pathetic reason.
Anyways, what I meant to say is, it makes me feel good when people I see, whether they are friends I haven't seen for a while, or just anyone really, ask me if I still dance and I say yes, and they think that's really great. Because I really reckon everyone needs to have a passion, something they enjoy doing more than anything else. And I have that with dancing I reckon. And I know that if I ever quit, people would be sooooooo surprised, cos LJ would never quit dancing, she loves it too much and blah blah. And if I quit, then I'd just be in the category of people who I regard as a little pathetic for giving away things for stupid reasons. Of course, there are people who give away hobbies and things because they have a darn good reason, but yeah.
Hmm I don't know what I'm dribbling on about here. I can't think of anything to write! Oh sad news actually, I just rememebred. I got my email from Tracey at Satrlight the other day, telling me when the next info night was, and it's on a night when I can't go :o( I am so bummed, I really was looking forward to it, but you don't know how much CS would hate me if I missed any dancing classes leading up to the concert. She says if you don't come to a class, you're off stage for that part :o And I don't want that, even though I really really want to attend this Starlight info night. She said that if you can't come though your name can be put on the list for the next info night, but god knows when that'll be :o( It might not be for ages. I asked if I could still maybe do some work at the Carols like I saw the Starlight people doing last year, and hopefully she will say yes to that, even though I wouldn't have gone to the info night.
Otherwise I think I will try to get hold of that guy I contacted last year about Carols for Apex and Lifeline. I loved working with Apex and Lifeline, it was such a great night and the best experience, but I would love to do Starlight at Carols just as much. If I can't work with Starlight, I will go with Apex and Lifeline again.
Oh did I mention that stupid Mrs S and CS have changed our dress rehearsal time and now we are having it on the night of the 26th? Grrr I am so mad, cos this now means I cannot help out at TO's concert, which was something I had promised I would do, and had actually suggested myself, and was especially looking forward to it. I couldn't believe it when I saw the note at dancing with the change of time written on it. That is so my luck, dammit! I felt so bad, I was just dreading telling TO, after all it was me who asked her if I could help out, it was my idea entirely , and she was so happy to have me on board to help out as she is desperate for volunteers, and now I had to tell her that I couldn't help her out after all. Talk about leaving her in the lurch! I felt terrible. She seemed to understand though. I thought she would, as she knows you can't miss a dress rehearsal, but still, it didn't make me feel any less bad. Me and CD tried to figure out a plan to get Mrs S to change the time again but it didn't work :o( I actually thought it was a bit low of Mrs S and CS to change the time, as CD and TO had actually invited Mrs S and CS to their concert as special guests as a way of thanking them for being their teachers and inspiring them, and had bought them tickets and reserved places for them in the front row and everything. It was very nice of them, and now they won't be able to go. CD suggested at least they come to the dress rehearsal (which'll be the only bit I will get to see...I am so going to their dress rehearsal!) but they cannot come to that either because of something else they have on.
BM was pretty bummed too when I told her that it meant she too could not help out at TO's concert, cos we were going to do it together, with PM and one of her friends. We have decided that we will help TO out with all her dress and stage rehearsals and PM and her friend will do the actual concert night (as they can't come to the rehearsals) It leave poor TO in a terrible bind though, I mean now she has half the helpers she originally had, and for your first concert that really does not help! Arrggghhh I just feel so bad! :o( This sucks!
I have more to write, but I can't be bothered, so I'm heading off.

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Monday, October 17, 2005

Lisa madness!

Awww the Lisa bits on the Fifty Years of Laughs and Legends was so awesome last night! I was so hyper excite,d it was quite sad really. Mum and Dad were all like 'why aren't you watching it out here with us? We're watching it too' and I was like 'No no I want to watch it in my room, I'm ahhh....changing the sheets on my bed while I do it, I might as well stay in here..." pathetic excuse, but they would've made fun of me going psycho whenever Lisa came on the screen.
It was so cool, I hope hope hope Jackie and Rosanna got to see it, or else they'll just die! So many Good Friday Appeal moments that I have missed out on for like...a decade! When the show first started I thought they were going to show that 1991 working dog thing Lisa did that never got off the shelf! :oO But alas, it was not that.
I didn't get my interview with TO again! Arrrggghhh! How annoying! I got to dancing tonight and didn't see ehr car in the carpark and got this dreadful feeling in my stomach that she wouldn't be there. Then I got inside and asked MS and she said that she was sick, and I was like noooooooooooooo not again! I think I actually wasn't quite so pissed off about missing the interview again, but because I was there an hour early again and I didn't want AW to see me and speak to me the way she did last week. So I went outside and wrote out some notes for the article. I wasn't going to put up with all AW's crap. I guess it seems like the scared way out, but turns out I wasn't the only one who is annoyed at AW right now.
I was talking to AMc, who was feeling a bit shitted off cos AW had chosen today to ignore her and be a bitch to her. And I told her about the incident last week and how AW had gone off at me just for being at dancing early. AMc totally understood. I am glad we see eye to eye on this.
See, it just shits me majorly how AW thinks the world revolves around her and she's the only one who matters. She seriously has to learn that it's not all about her. And one thing she is especially bad at is the way she chooses when she's gonna be nice to you. For example, today was a day when she didn't feel like being nice to AMc, and so ignored her the entire acro class and pretended she wasn't there and didn't talk to her at all. AW has done this to me many a times, and it is a trait she shares with LW funnily enough. Poor AMc, I felt bad for her, cos she's so gorgeous and AW was being such a bugger.
Like grrrr omg it annoys me to the max! AW is only nice to people when she feels like it, and when she decides she's going to be nice to you that day she'll talk to you, and laugh and hug you randomly all night long at danicng, but if she doesn't feel like paying you any attention that day, she'll pretend you're not even alive. Like I said, she didn't say one word to AMc at acro this arvo, and then went down to the deli with CMc and BM leaving AMc behind by herself after acro. That was when I came inside from writing my notes. AMc was feeling guilty that maybe she wasn't being sympathetic enough to AW because of her knee dislocation and all, but then she realised (with my help) that that injury is now long gone for AW and deserves no more sympathy, especially when AMc just tore some ligaments in her own knee the other day doing a braunie and is now wearing her own painful knee brace. For which AW has not cared less about can I just say.
Anyways, so a while later AW, CMc and BM came back from the deli and we were all out in the practice room, and for the fist time that arvo, AW talked to AMc, taking her completely by surprise (and when she was about to come down and chat to me and stretch and warm up with me). She told me this later when we were waiting for CS to start our class. Ahhhh what a frustrating night with AW! At least I know now that AMc feels the same way I do about AW. AW just needs to stop thinking everything is all about her. I know that she went through a shit of a time last year, I really do, but she needs to stop being self centred. maybe she's not over that sht of a time yet, I don't know, but basically, she's just gotta move on and keep living and stop making the world stop for her problems. And she's gotta stop being friendly only when it suits her...she's not going to keep friends that way.

Was a good night though, dance wise. I am really starting to love this dance :D It's to This is the Moment...not sure if it's the Anthony Warlow version (which is by far the best version) but it's still good. And the dance is just gorgeous. I have a special bit I get to do (with AW would you believe it) which involves a right leg leap and a left (yay!) split. Thank Christ! We so never do left splits and its the only leg I can do weel! About time we got a left split in a dance!
Anyways, NB's mum was taking pics and videos of us tonight...we had to do the dance quite a few times through, even though it's not finished. And then a stack of stuff across the room. This was where the good stuff dance wise came in I just mentioned before. My leaps felt terrific - but when even when they feel terrific they never normally look good. I hate that - even when you feel like you've done the best leap, or pirouette or kick or turn leap or soemthing in your life, you see yourself doing it in the mirror and it still looks shithouse. Oh the cruelty! Anyway, we were doing this stuff across the room away from the mirror, so I couldnt see myself doing it, so my feeling of great leaps was not ruined by my seeing its shittiness in the mirrors, lol, and then CS said that they were better! Hurray! She said I had nice leaps, and then when we did turn leaps she said my legs were nice and straight. I really did feel like I was doing ripper turn leaps tonight actually, and so to have her say that they were good and that I had straight legs whilst doing them was such a confidence booster :D I was stoked. perhaps cos I had a good night and did good leaps was why she put me in that part in the dance. Yayness!
Tomorrow night will be our photo/video night for senior jazz, so I'll have to dress nicely again! but no matter, at least there'll be no more Blockout pants I'll have to wear! I cannot believe I used to wear those pants every single lesson to dancing a few years back! What was I thinking!
I have got so much money to owe to dancing right now though :( Almost as much assignments as I still have left to do for uni :( I gotta pay about $150 in fees, $50 for material for 2 senior jazz costumes, $30 for the neo material, and then $32 for these calendars I'm getting - one for me and one for JW. Blah! And then I need to pay off my lay by of my new jazz and ballet shoes at Dance and Design, and then I'll need to buy trimmings and junk for the costumes and concert, and then I'll have to pay Mrs W as well :( Ahhh I hate concert time! It sucks up all my money!
OK, and then there's the assignments I must finish before end of semester for uni. Number 1 most important is my community writing research report which is due Friday and I haven't even started yet :( I know, I'm a dickhead for leaving it so late, and I was going to start it tonight but I got talking to PM and got all distracted and just so didn't feel like doing uni work, I am just so over it already! And plus now I have a headache and it's nearly midnight, so no starting the assignment tonight, haha! Oh yeah, and I have to do a presentation on this report too :(
Then, my feature article is due on ...ummmm next Thursday, and I'm only going to be doing the interview on Wednesday this week. Shouldn't be too hard though I don't think, I practically wrote half of it at dancing tonight just from what I knew about TO already.
But then my media journal has been totally neglected these past few weeks (and omg! I just realised I threw out all my Herald Suns last night! Darn it!). Thank God I've done my presentation already - although Taryn has totally forgotten to give me my comments sheet, even though she has given everyone else theirs, even the people who did theirs after I did mine. I feel bad asking her though, cos one of her twins is sick and last time I asked I really stuck my foot in my mouth and I felt so embarrassed and bad later on. I know she so has better things to do than write out my comments for a presentation. I only got a credit for it dammit, I thought it was better than that. Like it was such an interesting topic compared to everyone elses. Like hello? Shark attacks, Bali bombings, Sept 11, Colombia? It's all been done! My topic was one no-one else has touched on, and it was very entertaining and I even made people laugh (by pointing out mistakes made by this countries top journalists - go me!) and yet still a credit. Oh well. I think only a few people have been getting distinctions anyways.
Anyways! And...hmmm what else do I need to do? Oh yeah, my writing folio, which I'm supposed to have kept up with all semester for community writing and I haven't even started it. Well, I've got the notes and all (I'm not that slack!) but it's just that I need to type or hand write them out much neater and in a nice and organised journal type thingo.
Gotta gather as much info and research as poss to hand in for my feature article too, and then I still have two more journals to do for Interpersonal Skills but I won't have to do them til next week thank goodness.
Wow, this has been a truck load of mindless ramblings from me tonight! How boring for anyone who is reading! Wake up! Get your head off the keyboard! Look you've dribbled! What a slob. Haha! This blog just looks like a little diary for me hey, with all the things I need to hand in and what I need to pay.
Ohhh did I tell you I bought one of those designer tshirts from Jeanswest the other day that support Breast Cancer Research! Mine is cool ;) I am planning on wearing it to uni tomorrow or Thursday if it's warm enough ;)

Until next time...

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Listening to: Sunday Bloody Sunday - U2

Friday, October 14, 2005

A bambino!

Cherie is having a baby! :) How great is that! I am so pleased for her and Troy. She told me on Thursday night when I first got to work (if anyone reading this doesn't know, Cherie is the owner/chef at the cafe I work at. She co-owns it with her Dad, Rob). I was so shocked, bubbling over with 'congratulations' 'wow!' 'you're joking!' 'yay for you!' and lots of other mindless stupid babble, lol.
When I thought about it though, I realised that I have just been waiting for this to happen, I know her and Troy have wanted to have kids for a year or so now, but have always had to put their plans off for other people. But now they're official (well, as official as 6 weeks can be, lol) and I can tell they're excited as :) Troy has been telling everybody he knows, and even I could see that little glint in his eye. Awww
I am so thrilled for them, it's different when someone you *know* is having a baby, and I am still thrilled, even if it means the end of the cafe :( I can see it happening next year unfortunately. It's the excuse Rob's been looking for I reckon, as it would probably prove too difficult to organise things whilst Cherie will not be working. And goodness knows Rob should not be working anymore than he already is, so I can see him selling. I mean, of course, I hope that they don't, but now that these new plans have come to light, I can see it happening more and more now.
But yay! A baby! haha! Yay for Cherie! I so cannot see her as a Mum, she never gets clucky when babies come into the cafe (even when Helen and Tracey actually bring the babies into the kitchen to try to get her to react and make her realise she needs to have some kidlets of her own!), but I know she realises her clock is ticking, lol, and Troy did say he wanted to have kids before he turned 40 and he turned 40 this year lol! I know Cherie adores her nieces and nephews, but I think I'm going to have to see her with a baby of her own in her arms before I'll get used to her as a Mum, lol. But she is so excited, it's gorgeous :)
Today was Spring Poetry Day at uni for my class. Yawn, it was a bit boring, but hey I got free timtams and other assorted goodies out of it, so I shouldn't complain! I was just eager to get away, cos the plan was to go to His Majesty's after uni to book our Hopman Cup tickets, and I was eager to get there before all the tickets were snaffled up. As it was I didn't get the greatest of seats. I bought for Australia vs China or the Netherlands match and those are premium seats, so actually quite good, and we're in row L which isn't the back but it's not the front. I always knew that a ticket for the final would be doubtful, but I tried, and even though I said I didn't care where I was sitting, I just wanted to be there, I would've liked to get a better seat for 67 bucks. But still, I am just stoked I got a ticket at all! Fifteen years of going to the Hopman Cup and I've never ever been to a final (I know! It's atrocious isn't it?!) so I was determined this year, especially as we may not have the HC for much longer :( *sniff* But yay! A ticket to the final :D Woohoo! DTW is so jealous :P hehe
I wrote up more of my fanfic finally tonight, will email it off to a few people in a minute. I have a bit of a sore throat that has been bugging me all day, and so I'm just being a slob tonight (which is of course annoying Mum) and planning on watching todays BH classic after I get off here. I came home this arvo at about 2:50pm and seriously just flopped onto the bed and just stayed there till Mum came home and annoyingly prodded me awake at about 6pm. I think it was the fact that I had less than 8 hours sleep last night and had to leave home before 8am (ungodly!) to be at uni for 9am today and had to sit through 2 and a half hours of boring poetry talk in class and then combined with this gay sore throat. So I will probably sleep the weekend away even though I have, yet again, a stack of homework to do. Although not as much as last weekend, I do have 2 journals that are due Monday, and I NEED to start my research report as that is due on Friday. Have to fix up my anthology piece and email that to the editing people by Wednesday, and have to do some feature article work and my media journal has totally been neglected! :( Man, am I glad that I did my presentation weeks ago...so many people have to still do theirs, and I cannot imagine having to do mine now with all these other crazy end of year assignments! Oh but yay! No more lit stuff due! Thank bloody God! I looked up my exam timetable today and the lit exam is on the 15th of November. So I ahve a month tomorrow to learnt this junk. I hope I get a better mark for my second assignment (which I handed in today). Last assignment I got 12 out of 30. Not very promising :( I have a feeling I will fail this unit, which of course I don't want to, but I just so don't get it :( I'm never doing literature or anything poetry related ever again! Although it seems half the stuff in the BA is bloody poetry :( I don't like poetry and I hate technical tv and radio and film stuff...hmmm what are my other choices?!

Ciaociao!

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Listening to: Wish You Were Here - Melinda Schnieder Spirit of Christmas 2003 cd (I'm in a Christmasy mood cos I went intot he Myer Christmas shop again today :D I love that place! next Friday I really must allocate more time for myself in there after uni :D)

Tuesday, October 11, 2005

Doug! You silly man!

Thanks for the comments on my last blog girls! It was lovely to get some comments :) I want to highlight thought that dancing is not normally like that, my studio is just about the free-est of bitching studio there is in Western Australia, seriously, we are all like family as we aren't a massive studio, and it is just that me and AW have had some difficulties in the last year or so, so it was just her that made my studio sound bitchy, but honestly, it's not ;) Haha no need to bring out the heavy artillery, lol.
Like tonight! Tonight was so fun at dancing, it was a total mood change from Monday night. We sat around for about half an hour just discussing costumes and wowsers, we actually sorted both our senior jazz costumes out right then and there! Fever is going to be gorgeous, just my style, and even though I don't much like our Michael Jackson dance, the costume we decided on is super :D And it would be so complete if we could get some diamonte bracelets to wear just like Chris Bath had on Dancing With The Stars tonight! Ahhh they were gorgeous! I so want some!
Tomorrow we are getting our photos taken at dancing for the anniversary thingamajig, and some video footage too apparently. Should be interesting. CS is wanting us to dress nicely and in appropriate gear etc for tomorrow (and also for ballet next Monday, which means I have to wear all my proper ballet stuff and I hate wearing that, lol!), but like I don't get that. It's not like it is an advertising or promotional video or anything...I think we should be dressing as ourselves, and how we always dress to go to dancing, so that it is an accurate portrayal of what our studio is really like. It's not like we look like a bunch of slobs or anything, we all dress nicely, just not always leotard, tights, ballet shoes sort of thing.
I was going to type up more of my fanfic tonight as it is soooo overdue, and I know some people are eagerly awaiting it. But now I can't be bothered. It's 11:25 and I'll need to head off soon, cos I have work tomorrow, early, and Mum and I are going even earlier to get petrol and detour so that I can get some more log book done, hehe. So far I have done...2 hours and 40 minutes. But Mum and I have agreed that we should count the driving I do to dancing three nights a week. So like 20 mins x 3 times a week = 1 hour a week which is nothing to frown at. So even though you're not supposed to record ten minute trips (as it is 10 mins there and 10 back), we're going to add it all up and just just it in and say I went all the way to like, Karrinyup or somewhere, which takes about 30 mins there and the same back. I want to get this log done asap!

Hugs to Jacks and Elly Belly for the comments, thanks guys!
Luv TheDancingDreamer xox

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Listening to: Scott and Fran's Paso Doble - Strictly Ballroom

Monday, October 10, 2005

Had a squiz

Well I've had a look around and am still pretty much where I was 20 minutes ago. Never mind. I cannot figure out how to edit the links, so we'll leave that for now. And I will look into creating a more exciting layout, as I want a unique one like Rosanna's.

Anyways, my day. This is what a blog's for right? Well, my day was pretty boring...just uni as always, bought TV Week and came home. Dancing went back tonight, started out crappola (isn't that word great?! I got it off Taryn), but got a lot better.
See, I got there early as I was supposed to be doing an interview with TO for my feature article. I had said I would meet her at 6pm after acro finished, but had forgotten that I had said I would email her on the weekend to confirm. So she went home before I could catch her. So we must do it next Monday. Anyways, that wasn't the problem (even though I had really wanted to get the interview done this week). After I discovered TO had left, I was sitting in the back room, minding my own business reading a magazine and AW comes in and says 'LJ what the hell are you doing here?' as though it was the most wrong thing in all the world. Like am I not allowed to come to dancing early? So I have to have a reason to come to the studio, a place where I usually always feel happy and it is a bit of a sanctuary for me? I was quite annoyed, and replied that I had come early to do an interview with TO. I didn't let the anger show in my reply, even though I wish I had. But I always feel as though I cannot win over these sort of stupid people. Honestly, 99% of the time AW is the biggest bitch. I take back the good things I said about her in my old blog.
But yeah, that put me in a pretty dark mood, and so whilst everyone else was in the other room going through our neo and chatting and being dickheads and all that, I stayed in the backroom by myself and continued to stretch and read magazines (as I had plenty of time to spare because we didn't do the interview). Only like half a bazillion times did AW, BM and JB come into the backroom to get stuff from their bags, but none of those times did they show any kindness and suggest I join the others in the practise room. I wasn't in the mood to join them anyways, thanks to AW, but it would've been nice. Finally, at about five to seven, RG came in and asked me why I didn't come into the practise room instead of sitting in here by myself. RG is gorgeous, people should not bitch about her, she's so nice!
Anyways, class started, and CS was going on about us getting photos taken and a video done and all and I was so confused. Turns out they're going to be apart of the 30th anniversary celebration. I had wondered when they would get into celebration mode. But it sounds like a super idea, I was very impressed. I think they're making a sort of video montage thing to show at the party on November 4th (which I only just found out about tonight also). I am so looking forward to seeing it, and going to this party. I don't know any details yet (place, people etc) so I am totally curious!
Our neo is so much better now, I am glad we have changed the song. And we actually got quite a lot done tonight, which really helps :) CS says the costume will be a dark maroon. I don't think I've ever had a maroon costume before, except for my tutu, but that was primarily white, so it could be good. She said the material of choice will be velvet though and I so detest velvet - blah! but hopefully it will have a nice design and great trims to make up for the ugliness of the material. I reckon silver would look awesome with maroon.
We got positions tonight too, and I am near the front, in the third line for the opening triangle. I really hated bein so close to AW, who stands right beside me in the second row, as she is totally rubbing me the wrong way as of today, but what can you do? The day she stops being so self centred will be the day the world becomes a better place, and she can realise it's not all about her. I am over helping her and feeling sorry for her. I tried, she couldn't give a toss, and so I'm over it. Why bother when people don't even recognise that you want to help?

Ahhh, Mum'll be in here any minute now to tell me to get off the internet, so I'm going to leave it here.

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Listening to: Flame Tress - Cold Chisel (how appropriate! As that song is from Little Fish, the movie I named this blog after :))

New Beginnings

This is a totally new blog for me. I felt the need to create a new one and ditch my old one at Greatest Journal as it was being discovered by too many people. I know you probably cannot avoid these sort of things, as this is the internet after all, but I was not feeling too comfortable knowing people I see face to face everyday were reading my blog all the time. And some of them were telling me they were reading it by leaving comments, which was nice of them I suppose, but some were also reading it and not telling me they were. Somehow it felt like a bit of an invasion.
So this is a blog that hopefully will just be seen by my dear net mates :) They understand the need for blogs, yet do not know me face to face and therefore there can be no awkwardness about me having a blog.
See, the thing is, someone from dancing has read my old blog, left a comment telling me they wish to remain anaymous and that they didn't want to talk about it at dancing. Well that was cool with me, as I didn't want to mention it at dancing either, but the thing is, now that mystery person at dancing knows exactly who I am and what I think about a lot of stuff (courtesy of my blog) and I don't know who they are. It's killing me trying to work out who it might be! They have like an unfair advantage over me now. Oh well...I don't suppose I'll ever find out, so we'll just let it be. Maybe one day they'll tell me, or accidently let it slip.
I'm not really understanding the blogger.com ways of working right now as I only just joined up tonight. It's a bit complicated. I was hoping it would be really easy, but I can't even find the place to write a profile! Anyways, maybe that will all change when I publish this milestone first blog entry ;)
I think I will leave it here for now. This blog mightn't be too interesting I suppose, for the average person, as I'm so super conscious of privacy now and might not be as open and all in this blog. Haha you can't even have any privacy on the internet anymore! lol! But yes, I'm going to only tell this address to my closest net mates and not anybody I see day to day if I can help it. Also will be using code names and initials, just so that my blog entries do not end up on google like they did before!
So, this blog might end up being for my benefit only, but then that's cool with me. I will be plugging a charity each blog entry though, because every charity does fantastic work and deserves more help, so I will do my bit. Gotta share with anyone who reads this what I am listening to as well (as I can never come on the computer and not listen to music), so those will be two things you will always find in my blogs ;)
Au revoir!